Go on and scream and shout

fml. life is gay.
i haaaaaaaaaaate feeling like this. it sucks D:
why??
fuck fuck fuck fuck
the stupid numbness
and not being able to do anything to change it
but we all know i can
but i'm too scared
i just think that if i do nothing, maybe nothing will happen?
maybe things are more likely to stay the same?
I should really just go to bed and see how it is tomorrow.
but i don't wanna miss a thing.
sleeping causes you to miss things.
oh i am such a lost person.
a lost person who is freakin' in love with you.
i'll think i'll go off a make a wish on one of my stars now..
they often come true..
i may be rude but i'm the truth - cobra starship

Crush a bit, little bit, roll it up, take a hit

last night/ this morning. wow.
pretty much all i can say. wow.
pursuit of happiness - kid cudi

I love the feeling when you touch me baby

http://lianalikesgirls.blogspot.com/
ehehee,
my other blog with ruby (:
good times
my house - kids of 88

And this is how it sounds

I wrote Rupert a pretty ace letter today, i made 'im a pet rock too.
I have my whole dancedancerevolution get up on.
Pretty mint i'd say. Lookin' prettay dayum fine. Jokes.
Hopefully tomorrow i'll own josh at it.
Probably won't. It's too complex for my little brain and slow fingers ehehe ;P
I just wish i could jerk D;
Annyways, i'm fairly sure i'm being kicked offa the computer so goodnight my friends.
embrace the martian - crookers

I'm on a trip to the moon

www.flashflashrevolution.com
most addictive site. evvvvvvvvvvvver. (:
we love it.
thank you god, for (letting josh) show me this xDD
nina - goddess of dance - trip to the moon

I remember when Pharell Used to rock the tight jeans

Who's cool? I am. I'm pretty sure i just made me a neopets account.
woo (:
Ellie, Isla and Jordan stayed last night. Pretty sure it was epic.
We love the holidays!
Me and Ellie tried to jerk outside the fish & chip shop. LOL. Pretty much. I suck so bad though. Atleast she can reject. I can do zilch eheheh ;P
I'm pretty sure i love 'new boyz' tbh. They're friggin' great. If you haven't listened to them i suggest you do. Now.
cricketz - new boyz

I hope one day that you get it back If that karma stuff is true

Once me and Ruby went on an adventure to the park, we had to take turns carrying the giant suitcase whilst the other held the plate of cupcakes. We had to pass a football game and people looked at us as if we were peculiar space aliens from outer space. But we saw Sam there and she just smiled at us. When we got to the dairy i sat outside on top of the suitcase that had given me blisters. These facking whores called us emo when i was trying carefully not to miss all the stripes on the crossing. When we got to the park we couldn't open our suitcase. We tried and tried and then Ruby got hungry and ate a cupcake. I told her not to. But she did anyway. And then i ate one too. We asked somebody who walked past if they knew how to open it. The first guy did not. A wee while later we spotted a wise couple and called upon them to help us. They succeeded. They too had one of these at home. We thanked them and offered the kind couple a cupcake each. They turned us down on our offer. I was a tad offended. We made these and if you had asked me, i'd say they looked darned tasty. I was very happy to finally lay out our picnic mat and blanket and have a wee feast of cupcakes and candy, which we washed down with chocolate milk. We enjoyed sitting and giggling at the stoner in the bush. I got to climb the tree there and that was rather fun. We yelled ellie's name at the top of our lungs and she said she could hear us from the other side of the park which made me 'lol' cos i had been screaming in a deeeeeeep manly voice which had probably scared the young children playing and made the kids who thought they were cooler than us'wtf' but i didn't care.
When we finally got sick of having fun we planned to go home. Ruby mainly packed everything up cos i was dizzy from running around pretending to be a plane and spinning round so i pretty much just lay on the grass. We decided we could not be fucked walking home and it just wasn't worth more of the skin on our hands blistering. Lucky we decided this cos at the busstop it started raining. Only lightly, but still. It was a fairly nice day :)
so true - black seeds

ah

a bit of a list of things i just have to do this summer.

*move
*plant a wee veggie/herb garden
*go camping!
*learn how to knit
*create a youtube channel
*build a kick-ass sandcastle (:
*go fishing with a hand line in 'taki
*make a snail house
*have blonde hair
*wear bare feet like evvvvverywhere
*write more wonderous poems
*take the blow-up dingy to the river ;D
*get a job
*draw all over my driveway with chalk
*learn how to play an instrument
*make some lovely music with ruby
*become a kinder person

ah ahh ahhh - dj cammy

i heard there was a secret chord

gosh, i'm in such a sad state.
but not a bad one. a settled, controlled state of sadness.
i'm listenin' to sad songs.
and playing bubble trouble ehehe.
Yay. last day of school tomorrow (:
wooos.
Then next friday i'm goin' to aussie ^ ^
hallelujah - jeff buckley

And leave teardrops everywhere

I'm pretty sure the feeling that i am feeling right this second isn't a nice one.
I'm crying cos of you.
You don't know i am.
I just heard something i didn't want to.
I trust you. But why would they lie?
I just know it, everything's gonna be harder from now on.
Everybody will be watching you, doubting you.
Creating doubt in me too.
But i'll cary on.
Cos i'm pretty sure i love you.
fireflies - owl city

It´s such a feeling

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ehehehehe, sluts make me laugh (:
i want to hold your hand - the beatles

I'm your millennial nightmare.

gah. what the hell.
i was fully just crying.
for pretty much no reason.
well i do have a suspicion of what it may have been over..
but i don't feel like sharing.
it really wasn't big though. nothing to cry over.
god. i've really let myslef go this year. i cried like..three times last year?
i've lost count this year.
suicide sunday - the friday night boys